Morning.....

It had been a roller-coaster week for me.

For 2 days in a week, I was like a "darts board", everything or anything done by was not right. What's wrong? Is it me? Or is it her?????? Whatever the case... I've had "bullet-proof vest", so it doesn't make me want to cry. I only need to talk it out. Like what I say to some people, it's not worth my tears. Hahaha...

Was at my cousin's wedding yesterday.

This cousin of mine - we used to be pretty ok during childhood days as his parents stayed in the block opposite ours. As time goes by, as we grew up, we seem to be strangers. It seemed so weird. And I didn't know he is such a romantic person. Hhahahahahha.... He sang for his wife, and despite forgetting the sentences and some words here and there, I thought it was sweet. The point is, for the years i have known and not known him, i never thought he will do such a thing. ha..... well, never judge a book by its cover.

Footnote: You don't have to do that during our wedding la..... :P

On a happy happy not... I'm going shopping...

Off to buy bedsheets, quit cover blah blah..... I'm like an "a*****" now. No more far east plaza, charles and keith, urs and etc for me right now...... :P

It's Tuesday and just when I thought everything is gonna be fine, I'm back in a depression.

Why?

I wana move forward. But every now and then, I get to hear things that will hold me back.

Is it because I've not given enough assurances?
Is it because my words cannot be trusted?
Is it because you really think I cannot juggle my time?

I'm already a sensitive person. Must I be judged based on other people's experiences? I am me. I am Cynthia. Not anyone else. No 2 persons are alike.

I don't like such jokes.

If I really do cross the line, tell me straight in my face. That's all. I think I'm clever enough to know what is off-limits and what's not. That's no need to make jokes of it and hope I'll get the message.

Random Thoughts.....

Hey... yea. it's me. unlikely to see a post so soon? Haha...

Thought i had better blog while i have some spare time. before i get 'consumed' by other things again.

Lazy to take photos these days. My Canon ixus 500 has been lying on my study table for a long long time and a thick film of dust is already formed. I'm lemming for the new Sony T20 in pink. Oh, it's so sweet and nice..... anybody wana get that for me?

I've not been shopping for clothes, shoes etc these days either. Now, I'm mostly found at places where there are furnitures, electrical appliances, etc. Walking pass the refrigerator section in Harvey Norman, strolling and putting my face so near the LCDs in Courts, peeping through each and every single shop in IMM. Well, that's me these days. Hahaha...

So enthusiastic to get furniture and electrical appliances even though I don't know when I'm going collect my keys. Partly because i wana get my stuff before the GST increase in July 07. Buy then, who's gona absorb the extra 2% for me???!!!!

Now, it's just waiting... waiting... waiting....

(If you happen to see this blog entry and decide to send me a pre-housewarming gift, i'll gladly accept. but.. but please ask me what i need ok????)

Time Flies....

Hey folks...

Time flies.... awhile ago, it was my birthday. now, my birthday's over. what next????

in a month ++--, many things happened.

firstly... i got my house!!!!!!!! haha...

after 17 'visitings', we found our dream house. well, near to our dreams.... as at now.
however, got to wait to settle the legal stuff as well as the handover of keys. the owner needed to vacate the place. they are moving to a condo. will we be like that in say 5 years time?? if so, then i can move to a condo... sounds good.... :P

no photos yet cos' i didn't manage to take any. many after i'm moved in.

secondly..... i had my photoshoot yesterday. oh man, what a tiring but fun day. haha....

learnt many poses. learnt how to 'act' in front of the camera.
learnt what's a 'happy' smile, what's a 90% smile, what's a slight smile, what's not smiling... hahah...

it was fun. candid shots, silly jokes, fun people. and of cos, the final masterpiece should be good (i'm hoping that all's well......)

Brian, while waiting.... look at his sleepy look... haha



The 'rack' of clothes... gowns and suits...



My manicured fingers.....



Me.... before the makeover....



If you're waiting to see me after makeover..... please wait.... (good things must wait... heheheh)

From now on... it's counting down time..... to the many surprises.....

With my cute nephew... hahah (abit blur... cos it's hard to capture the little boy smiling, you know)